I've always explored my "dark" sides/selves. The things I'm insecure about, the things I fear on a deeper level - no I'm not talking about spiders or something... I'm talking like existential angst/dread. I used to go on a site. I stopped pursuing it, but had one fond memory of a conversation I had with someone.... He asks me if I have a boyfriend/am actively seeking a serious relationship. I answer no. Further into the conversation he says that if I am seeking a relationship, I must fix any "personality" flaws/insecurities. To quote "Some people get into relationships thinking their problems will be fixed - but they only amplify them". From experience - an extremely vivid one - this is 100 percent true. See, this past year has been chaotic for me. Relationships, feelings, school, friendships, family shit - all one big mess. But here I'll talk about "relationships" that have proven that quote to be true... I've disco...
AMA!!! Anonymous edition
ReplyDeleteOmg fuck Yaas
DeleteScarlett here's our gift to you, we'll just start the thread ourselves!!!!!
DeleteHow are you doing?
Haha what a lovely gift. I'm good, how are you?
DeleteI'm good. What's happening with you?
DeleteI always ask this question but any new guys ? lol i gotta be the one guy that says that
ReplyDeleteNo lol.
DeleteWhy do you have to be the one guy who asks that?
DeleteBecause you're always dating some new guy . It's interesting to read bout lol
Deletewhat about baby man, the cop guy, super star dude or that dude u really liked
DeleteWhat about them?
Deletewhat happened?
DeleteWell baby man doesn't want me because his baby isn't in my stomach and Logan won't talk to me because he can't trust me. What else is new?
Deletecould be worse.. u could be pregnant with some guy who intentionally planned it without u knowing
Deletemen are pigs. but im a man so not all of them r
You can say the same thing about women and trans. Being a pig isn't limited to gender.
DeleteNot going to lie, I think there was a tiny part of me that thought it was cute.... is that weird? Then another part of me wanted to see if he was being honest about his word. Like how far would you go to control and possess me? I wonder what that means about me. I just love controlling and possessive men....
DeleteThe logical part of me said "that is wrong." and it is wrong... but that part of me that can't resist a possessive & controlling man loved it so much....
i can see why u would like a guy like that. but y do u like it? and what does that even mean
DeleteI'm not sure why I like it - I just do....
DeleteWhat does it mean? Well I don't like a guy who's controlling about other aspects of my life, but when a guy places an ultimatum saying something like "listen if you don't drop the other guys - I'll just leave you. I'm not interested in this bullshit." Man I'd do anything for that guy. It's not about standing up for me - it's about standing up for himself. I've been with guys in the past who just let me walk all over them, but a guy who puts me in my place like that just makes me want to be with them.... I think that alone would make me commit.
I think there's another part of me that wants someone to tame me and turn me into the good girl I should be......
damn u really like controlling guys. im pretty controlling and would do that too. but damn ur devoted to controlling guys lol. logan and the baby guy were like that from what u wrote, why aren't u with them?
DeleteLogan doesn't trust me and baby man is probably worried he'll get another black eye or something like that. Plus I've ruined his plans to get me pregnant. I think he wanted it to be a "surprise". A part of me really appreciates that... but I couldn't have a guy trying to control what I wore or anything like that. None of them do or have, but it's probably why I wanted to marry BA also. He was the perfect kind of possessive and controlling. And at the same time, he was passive and treated me really well. Not saying the others haven't - they have.
DeleteSo I don't know... a guy that does that is controlling in that sense - but trusts me... I'd go for it. ;-)
Don't you think that's too twisted though? If you had something serious with baby man, couldn't you just talk about having children and getting married instead of him trying to secretly impregnate you?
DeleteSee that's what I mean about standing up for himself. If he stood up for himself and what he wanted, he could've just made things easier (and prevented a black eye) by simply telling me: Scarlett, this is what I want: something serious - potentially a marriage and children. Is this something you would want as well? I wouldn't mind if he was a little aggressive about it - to be honest. But it's an aggressive, assertive. If we had something serious, I might've done it, all he would have to do is ask.... But no, people assume things about me, that I wouldn't commit etc etc. But I would, with someone special. See there was one time when I wanted to play games, but I don't know... I'm not really into it anymore. I can be a bit of a troll... but I'm honest when I need and want to be.
DeleteActually hold on, prior to all of that happening , he did ask me the same question that started this thread. If I was seeing any other guys, or new ones - can't remember. I said "no, one is enough for me now." He replies with "so you're ready to settle down?"
DeleteI mean you could've just said what you meant..... I caught on, but it wasn't enough. I said "well yeah, but with the right person." He replies with "you don't sound too confident about it." I was and am confident about what I want. I do want one guy, I'm definitely not confused about that. I'm not afraid to tell someone I don't ever want to leave them confused.
It's amazing watching you change Scarlett. How come you're changing so fast?
DeleteI don't know. I've seen a lot of people I care about get hurt. I just started thinking about other people outside of myself. And I met this guy 5 months ago that kind of changed a lot of things for me. I've never cared so much about a guy, and not want to look at another guy other than him. LOL LOL omg that is insane, but yeah he kinda changed me o.o - and other things too.
DeleteCan I get his number so I can get tips on how to make my girlfriend committed to me , the way he did with you ??????? and who is this guy, he's a god. I want to kiss his feet
DeleteLol, why? You didn't think I would ever want to commit to someone?
DeleteIt's just girls like you seem impossible to make you fall in love with me, my girlfriend is like you that's why I want this dude's number
DeleteUm lol, I'm not going to give you his number lol.
DeleteCan you tell us who he is, and about him? don't leave us hanging like that
DeleteThat's cute asf SK :) are you guys together?
DeleteI know right. Have you written about him on any of your other blogs?
DeleteLOOOOOOOOL
DeleteLets do our detective work. 5 months ago was in may. who did she write about in may?
DeleteWe will never know I guess
DeleteUr crazy
DeleteNot only am I crazy - I'm insane. Wanna see for yourself?
DeleteHAHAHA THIS MAN WANTS THE MAN'S NUMBER LOL
ReplyDeleteTHE THIRST IS REAL BRO, I feel you doe that's why I read her blog. I'm tryna get a girl to want to be my girl . No luck doe I'm too much of a loser can't lie
Why would you call yourself a loser?
DeleteI'm ugly , broke as fuck, and just a loser.
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DeleteDon't be too hard on yourself. There's absolutely nothing with being "broke" and I'm sure you aren't ugly.
Deletehappy birthday manipulative bitch
ReplyDeletehbd scarlett, we love you. were so happy u started this blog :)
DeleteCongrats on two years!!!!! Love you!!
DeleteHappy birthday!!!! thanks for starting this thread. How is the second book coming along?
DeleteThanks guys!! Pretty good, don't have an actual date set yet - but will keep everyone updated. It's really tough, I'm editing some things now , but it's kinda hard when you have other commitments outside of this blog.
DeleteGet it out asap, we're all excited and waiting :)
DeleteI was reading your older posts and that cop guy was commenting about how you changing is just an act... I'm kinda with him on that.... I don't believe people can change like that . I think people are liking the new Scarlett, and you are just taking advantage. Prove me wrong
ReplyDeleteWell that's fine you don't believe it... It didn't happen instantly either.. It took a lot of time. I think many of you saw the gradual changes within me.
DeleteWhy would she be lying?
DeleteI don't think she's lying but I'm naturally cynical. I'm just trying to see if she could prove herself.
DeleteI'd rather eat a hamburger.
Deletelol #bitchmodeactivated
DeleteBitch mode activated indeed.
DeleteShe's probably ten times a bitch in person
DeleteXx
She still likes fucking with people lol. That's why she won't answer the question about the mystery man who changed her. I like the new ethical Scarlett too ;)
ReplyDelete"I kept the blog up for something more sinister than you guys think or know" - Scarlett Kennedy.
DeleteYeah she still likes fucking with people. Will you ever tell us what the sinister reason was?
LOOL YOO I'm still waitin on Logan to come in and tell everyone to be fuckin off and stay away from his woman , show down ! who will win s.k. over!!!?!?!
ReplyDeleteWhat happened to super star Javier
ReplyDeleteWe're not really talking at the moment. He doesn't know it, but I don't think I could do it. Again, this might sound ridiculous but I would choose music... He's made a lot of music that means so much to me, and I feel like a relationship with him would cloud everything.... Not to mention the fact that his ex truly has some sort of influence, and her music helped me get through SO MUCH. A lot of the past music he's made had shaped my childhood. Holy fuck, every time I listen to these songs I feel so awkward. If anything awful happened between the two of us, the way I hear this music would break me. I just can't do this, I care about my music too much.
DeleteThat's cute but that's sad. You're choosing music over love? I would choose love lol, don't let that stuff control who you wanna be with.
DeleteI know it's pathetic but I can't. Yeah I'm choosing my music over him. You take him, Not into it. You don't know how much this music means to me. Knowing I would be getting into something serious with the man who shaped my childhood, and helped me get through so much turbulence. He would have the upper hand, and I can't . You don't get it - and I don't need you to.
DeleteWhat songs did he make? I'm curious, you deleted some info about him on the wordpress site which shows u really do care. But ur so closed off, I feel like this is an excuse to run away from love. I would love to date someone who's on his level of fame, and wealth. What's wrong with u? lol
DeleteI miss the superficial Scarlett, you're all deep and gushy and shit. You know your scaring people with how real your being? lolol. Superficial scarlett would've gone out with him, just because he is famous. Go for it, who cares
DeleteWhy don't you just leave her alone? I like that she is cut throat but real at the same time.
DeleteLOL he wants to be with me because I see past all that bullshit. Any "celebrity" looking for something real, wants someone who does see past all that bullshit. He would've forgotten about me if I acted like all the other girls in the class who treated him like a god. I would never betray him like that
DeleteR u growing out of the manipulative bitch and becoming a saint. ?
DeleteI'm bored with it. Saint? Not really, I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints.
DeleteScarlett, this is what I want: something serious - potentially a marriage and children. Is this something you would want as well?
ReplyDeleteLmao you think copying and pasting what she wrote will make her want you? I think she's smarter than that. Idiot.
DeleteEnglish is not first language.Will you come to my haus and teAch me how to be mann,,, Ich liebe dich.I come from Deutschland,, ^.^
ReplyDeleteYou're stupid. Suck my dick you German fag. She doesnt love you. Brother
DeleteHaha it's funny how much you attract such pussies to your blog. First of all man, in the english language h is not pronounced HAA, it's "HUH". It's spelt HOUSE NOT HAUS. A is pronounced m-aeh-n. not m-aah-n. It's also spelt with one n. Ich liebe dich in english is "I LOVE YOU" I don't think a girl like scarlett would hop on a plane to Germany to go to your HAUS and teach you how to be a MANN. It's a little far too isn't it? Don't worry bro, I'm from Germany too so I understand. But I moved the USA two years ago. Just a piece of advice, don't go speaking to her in german when she doesn't understand it. In North America, we say Germany not Deutschland.
Deletestu-pid arschloch she say she fly to europe to be with mann she like
Delete. eat my arsch you stupid arschloch. I speak english and german like i want. She will come to my haus and make me mann like i suppose to be. She come for mann, i will let her make me mann , Sprich nicht mit mir, du verrückter Mannn. i teach her how to speak german. Ich heiße wolfgang,
Hello fellow extra terrestrials, today.... I present to you...
DeleteHUMANS
LOL. YOU. ARE. HILARIOUS.
DeleteThanks haha. Sure I'd hop on a plane to Europe or anywhere in this world spontaneously. German Wolfgang guy, unfortunately you'll have to "teach yourself to be a man". Give me a reason other than that to hop on a plane for you, and I'd do it.
DeleteOh. I just remembered, this week is "reading week". You know what that means.....
DeleteNo responsiblities, no homework. I finished studying, and don't have to learn anything until it finishes. I need to some crazy spontaneous adventure. This is exactly what I need, just to pack my bags, and go. But where?? This would be extremely fun!!!
Berlin
DeleteGuys let's say where we're from and maybe that will give her ideas. France, you can use your fake french accent here too.
DeleteI'm surprised lots of Germans read your blog. I found your blog on a European forum. I too am from Germany. If you visit me, you cannot go see other German men and teach them how to be a mann≥<. lots of German men loves Asian girls, I want asian girlfriend.
DeleteU would just pack your bags and go anywhere in this world?? I'm from texas, come up here!! It's no germany or France, but we got good fried chicken
DeleteYo it's me tyrese, im back niggaz!!! bitch u gotta add grape juice to dat fried chicken too bro, what kinda a man r u if you dont drink grape juice wid fried chicken. nigga get outta here. i'm from the south, yo come down here. i see dat german nigga tryna possess you, you found ur control freak lol. i understand if u choose the german dude over me lolz
DeleteWelcome back Tyrese. We missed you. Scarlett I'm from Yorkshire England.
DeleteIs everyone honestly competing for Scarlett? So this is a competition hahah? alright fine im coming in , I'm from cali. Pick me pick me
DeleteP.S. No offence but how we know you aren't some fat old lady, or some guy with a pot belly trying to lure desperate losers in
Right? Those lips probably aren't hers.
DeleteNo they aren't. Lucky for you guys, there's page 10 google (where I found this lip picture!). Scary stuff you find on there! I actually read on article on those lips, whose name is Olga. God she was hideous!!! Had to crop her face out!! Gross!
DeleteI'm starting to believe you people are delusional because I did finally come out as my real identity: Hubert. But I guess no one wants to believe I'm Hubert. Whatever, I'll pretend to be this Scarlett character!
Lol rightttt. I like the modesty though. It's weird seeing you not being an arrogant bitch. I'm liking it. Very refreshing. Gives me hope for bitchy women.
DeleteGreetings from Japan.
DeleteFrom toronto canada but dont come here, its cold and youll die
DeleteI visited Toronto a few times...... I liked it....
Delete:)
tyrese is such a typical ghetto black man lawl keep it comin
DeleteTyrese is awesome lol
DeleteI WAS WAITING FOR THIS BUT NO ONE DID IT SO I WILL
ReplyDeleteGO VISIT ROBERT . GO RUN AWAY TO HIM
LOL
LOL I COULDN'T RESIST
PLEASE DONT DELETE YOUR BLOG
PLEASSE
I WAS ONLY KIDDING
Your a jerk.
DeleteFunny. She should run away to him
DeleteDon't leave us for him Scarlett. You'll lose all your fans
DeleteDo you miss him Scarlett? Do you want to be with him?
Deletewow y'all need to let this burn.
DeleteYou really are a jerk. That was in the past. Move on.
DeleteHow do you know it's in the past? She's obviously not in the same country as him. Does not seem like it would have worked anyway. The smart thing to do would be to be with someone in your country.
DeleteGood thing I'm not smart. ;-)
DeleteHAHAHHAHA
DeleteSAVAGE
Haha dope response. Your a sweet girl Scarlett.
DeleteYou're such a fucking badass. Teach me your ways master.
DeleteThis girl knows how to put someone in their place lmao. I'd be scared to piss ya off. Yah you're a fucking badass. I second that, teach US your ways.
DeleteI just got a boner
DeleteEvery time sscarlett tells someone off in a badass way cuz of this guy , my hair becomes thick, i get good grades, and my acne is gone. God bless u <3
DeleteLOL I literally just Laughed out loud.
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DeleteI wouldn't but that's just me... I don't like that it's not regulated. Plus I knew someone who bought bitcoins at $100. Apparently the wallet had been lost or stolen. He had ten bitcoins. That would've been 50, 000 now.
DeleteOn second thought.... LOL
K whatever you put me in my place, I get it. So does the man know how you feel?
DeleteNo? Maybe? Yes? Probably?
DeleteEither way...
Don't tell :)
Honey, it's the internet. If he has not seen it already, he will if he wanted to.
DeleteThat's great!!
DeleteDo you want his dick in your mouth?
DeleteI don't get you. First you say don't tell, now you don't care? Make up your mind will you?
DeleteSure! Let's lay it all on the line! Who cares if he sees! hell, if he confronts me, I'd confess. ;-)
DeleteYou don't hold back do you? Just flat out confess you want his dick in your mouth?
DeleteI'm sure she wants more than sex, sounds like she really cares about the guy even if she won't say it. Give her a break she's human. Most girls aren't honest about that kind of thing. I give you kudos Scarlett.
DeleteL M F A O you never fail to create controversy.
DeleteWhy can't someone want sex and a relationship? You people are neanderthals.
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DeleteLOL that was such a hilarious comment
DeleteCouldn't agree more. What would be so bad about telling him how much about these crazy wild romantic feelings then having it in my mouth? LOOOOOL
Oh! And don't worry guys!! I'd want it in places other than my mouth too......
:)
I'm going to start calling people that are annoying neanderthals too
Deletetime to fap
DeleteA girl who knows exactly who and what she wants is fucking sexy.
Deleteikr im fapping and falling in love at the same time
DeleteShit, confessing your feelings then a blowjob? Fuck you definitely know how to treat a fella right. Damn girl you would be such a good girlfriend, not just cause of the sex but your personality alone has got me obsessed B)
DeleteYa that's true she's rely interesting. btw someone needs to make a meme outta that guy. "fapping and falling in love at the same time." lawlz at the people in this comments section lololololololol
DeleteWhy don't you just tell him about your romantic feelings then do whatever
DeleteLOL It's kind of random, don't you think? I mean if we started talking on a more consistent basis..... I would definitely tell him.
DeleteI'm definitely NOT going to tell him I wanna go down on him. Again it's pretty rude and inconsiderate. There are just some things I will keep to myself. ;-)
There's something wrong with you . LoL
DeleteHow are your investments and money lending business going?
ReplyDeleteReally good, thanks for asking. I should probably get a job or something so I could purchase more assets,
DeleteDo you think I should invest in bitcoin?
DeleteI would if I had the money. But it's expensive.
DeleteWhy is everyone obsessed with your love life?
ReplyDeleteikr lol. I would rather hear about her investments and money lending thing ... you guys are literally starting to sound like a talk show that discusses celebrity's love lives. i guess shes a lowkey internet celeb?? idk man. I just feel sorry for the poor girl
DeleteI don't know. But thanks for your concern(s).
DeleteDo you still have re-ocurring nightmares?
DeleteNo they're gone now, but from time to time, they come back.
DeleteThose were freaky dreams. Who do you think the man was?
DeleteWhy are your tweets so weird and cryptic? sounds like some illuminati shit, are you possessed by the devil ?!
DeleteI'm about to be.
DeleteWhy do all the people who speak awful english become popular on this thread. I bet no one would reply to my question
ReplyDeletegerman dude was hilarious af . wtf says come to my house to make me a man lmao what an idiot.
DeleteHey S found her controlling guy though, that german dude who said she couldn't teach other german dudes to be men xD xD xD Scarlett I think we found your guy!
DeleteOh shit she did, Scarlett hit up Germany. Your man is waiting for you there
DeleteSee? WE would make good couple. You would be all mine.. No body else, no robert no other german mann who is not a mann. Just you and me ><
Deleteyoo my german nigga u need to chill bro ! i dont think she wants her dude to be dat controlling likeee damnnn,. yoooo scarlett is this whut ur sayin u want?? this crazy ass nigga
DeleteYeah I do like that kind of controlling.
DeleteANYWAYS I MIGHT GO TO GERMANY.
Really?? >< for me? I'll pick you up to airport.
DeleteLOL I don't even know you - let alone YOUR NAME.
DeleteI'm sick and tired of being in this place, and my math tutor suggested I move to the campus OR I can be an exchange student. I fit the qualifications, but it wouldn't be now. It would have to be for September 2018, or maybe I can get something starting Jan. Anyways, I'll keep you guys updated :) there were others but Germany stuck out the most, I guess it was also on my mind because everyone on here kept talking about it LOL
Please come to Germany! Bless us with your presence !
DeleteIs everyone on this thread from Germany? haha
DeleteThat was rude. You say you like how controlling the german guy is, and reject him on the spot. You truly are a huge bitch
DeleteI didn't say that. I said I liked THAT kind of controlling.
DeleteI didn't reject him - I said I DIDN'T KNOW HIM OR HIS NAME. This guy is commenting under anonymous - I don't think he's that serious to be honest. If you are, grow a pair and actually send me an email through that Scarlett email account.
Check your email baby
DeleteHAHA
DeleteYou're freaking hilarious. I can't believe you did. You've got some nerve, don't cha?
L M F A O WHAT DID HE SAY
DeleteSCREEN SHOT IT PLEASE OMFG HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Scarlett do you have boundaries for when to use manipulation and not to ?
ReplyDeleteI think she won't do it if she likes and respects the person.
DeleteI'm cringing at all the creeps who want to possess and control you here. When you put the anonymity feature on, people truly become who they are. Be careful. Some fragile male egos may actually physically abuse you. Be careful what you wish for dear, you're manifesting it rapidly.
ReplyDeleteChill for a minute. Don't you think she knows where to place boundaries?
DeleteI have been doing some analyzing myself of Scarlett and I think the possession aspect is sort of some test. Seems many men have failed.
DeleteWho knows what's on her mind. I'm confused most of the time.
Deletehey why did u delete the dls post???? i really enjoyed that post.
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