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New Way of Experimenting With Personalities/

I haven't been experimenting with new identities. Well I have, but not deliberately going out, trying to meet people and experiment with new personalities. I've been doing it on my own time, bringing out specific personalities/traits when the perfect circumstance calls for it. Daily activities/errands have made it difficult and undesirable to meet new people. I've discovered that playing around with new personalities/traits on my time has established growth. This is because if I rely on other people to bring out specific traits and/or personalities - the growth will be more external than internal. Internal change and experiments are what I was aiming for. It was also hard for me to go out and meet people just because they would want to keep in touch and I'd already lied about my life/was just experimenting with different personalities. Sometimes I don't want to keep in touch with specific people I've met during my experiment periods so I hold myself to the lie

Identity Deaths and Changes

Hey everyone, I've been going through a transition, discovering who I am, and what is no longer serving me. This means friendships have been terminated, inner truths have been revealed, behavioural patterns are dying, and now I'm going through this period where I have no idea who I am. Therapy will do this to you, but that's a good thing. Things are fantastic but a bit rough. There's a lot of confusion on my end. I'm not reacting or responding to things the way I used to. In fact, I'm not reacting at all. It feels like all of the life has been sucked out of me, and I know I'm going into an isolation. I wonder if I should change my number, change all the locks to my floor and live life away from any human contact. From what I gather, I'm going through a depression which feels unbearable. Let's talk about Scarlett Kennedy. The Scarlett Kennedy persona is dying, and burnt out. She's done with men completely, wants nothing to do with anyone and

Dear Logan and the other bitter men,

Low and behold as we dive deep into the abyss of young officer Logan's  mind as he battles through feelings of intense displeasure. Along side is his trusty partner officer Edwards who feeds the intense displeasure with donuts, black coffee, daily moral affirmations and the like. By day officer Logan is fighting crime, bringing justice to his community,  rejecting and regretting  grand sexual favors from women he saves from men like him. By night,  he is Logan. Just Logan - without the uniform he experiences a deep sorrow that comes from taking off the uniform - his only identity he's proud of. His romantic interest, Scarlett Kennedy is also his arch nemesis. Scarlett Kennedy hides under a disguise: a woman's  body she had skinned and preserved for 21 cold blooded years. Her victims are men of wealth, affluence, power and status. She lures them with her proclaimed seductive gaze, but once in her bed - Scarlett reveals her true self. A green eyed monster,  fangs sticking o