Different Identities

I know you're the only person who could see this blog, and seeing this. I just wanted to say that if you ever found it in your heart to forgive me for everything I've done for the last 4 years, then please send me a text, or better yet call me, come to my house--I don't care, just do something.  I'd do anything to be with you again and I know I fucked up all my chances, but you have done and said some things to me that were really hurtful, and I spent the last 3 years rebuilding myself up again. I actually thought there was something between us, and you're the only guy I haven't pushed away. I really wanted to try for you. I realize how silly I am, constantly going over and over the same BS that I put you through. I know I don't deserve another chance, but I promise I've changed after all our time apart. You were the only man I've ever loved. Without you, I'm miserable and I can't go through this life without you anymore. If you see this

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Wondrous dreams of a green care free world were interrupted with someone yelling at me. "Get up! You're taking me to the hospital!" "whatt?" I groaned as I was slowly waking up. "My eyes have been paining me for long time! Get ready!" If my eyes were opened - I would've glared at my grandma. Instead,  I glared at her in my sleepy mind. An hour later we arrive at the hospital surrounded by police cars. A security guard stood by the entrance. A man and woman were quietly speaking with the security guard,  a subtle panic in their voices... Will they get in? No one knew what was going on. Not the patients at least. The security guard announced they weren't allowing guests in - only patients... Fortunately we were granted entry. This is where it all began.... The hospital was filled with cops swarming all over the place. A tall,  bulky man answered questions quietly....  Heavy heaving echoed throughout the hospital as I watched the cha

Ok, before I press the publish button on the Vienna post, I wanted to write this. Firstly, it's 7 a.m. I haven't slept.

What an odd thing to say isn't it? You guys remember him don't you? If you don't ... then I won't remind you lol. He sent me a long apology letter, explained himself and even told me how he did it, and how I need to amp up my computer security. In turn, he's given me some resources to better my programming skills. So why did I do it? Partly due to my "life is short" mentality, and I wanted to pick his brain a little. Understanding his mindset around that event, and was interested in his skill set. I am still a little pissed about it, but I am learning to move past that. I would've been okay with everything provided he did not post those pictures on his crappy blogger site. See, if he were to make the site a bit more presentable - I would've been more forgiving! Just kidding. But it is unfortunate those pictures are out on the internet now. We've now parted ways. A side note, I am still impressed by how quickly my cousin has tracked him down

Random and quick post but there is this person who is trolling the manipulative bitch reputation. Here I'm more myself, but the manipulative bitch is kind of the main source of income I have, along with interest payments ... Anyways this person is somewhat sabotaging my rep  - but not too much... I was wondering if anyone was interested in countering this troll. I have an idea who it may be. I strongly suspect it is a female. So yes, this is totally random but if you are interested - contact me. There are a few ways - comments - Quora - yes I'm back on there, but as myself. I'm not on too often, and I've answered only two questions. Here's the link, and since most of you know what I look like now (somewhat) I don't mind sharing the link .  Phoebe new Quora - Email  scarlettkennedy101@gmail.com if you know my personal email address/personal cell phone - that'd be even better! I personally do not mind people bashing me, or spreading rumours/lies b